Monday, October 10, 2011


I can't sleep. Guess who is going to be chugging tea in the morning :) THIS CHICK. and thats not even the unny part. I did't do a project... and its due in the morning. It's anout gross CHICKEN POX. Yeah, so attractive. <3. Well, I really don't want to sleep. Like I can't stop thinking... about soooo much... I want to go party. And just forget about everything for, like, ALL NIGHT??! But I want my people to go with me... and by "my people" I really just mean Mr.Ben :3 He would make dancing A LOT more fun. Can't wait for prom now. PROMPROMPROMPORNPROM. pahh, see what I did there? NO. No you did't. I just MINDFUCKED you. Bitch.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Because I was thinking of you(:

Different people complete eachother<3

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Sometimes I wonder::

..........If you even care.
..........If you are hiding.
..........If I'm being paranoid and stupid.
..........If I should sop worrying.
..........If you feel the same.
 I'm so freaking torn right now v.v
I've  never wanted you more in my life... and yet I keep getting hurt.
I don't even know what to do.
I hate secrets.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Its Killing Me.

I really want to tell you without you getting upset v.v
This is really stressing me out man....
I love you so much <3

I'm Sorry.

Haven't cried in forever. I've wanted to... but it just wouldn't happen. I couldn't cry for the life of me.
What finally broke me: Realizing that one day I could be left behind. Again. And it would be my fault. All my fault.

I feel better now. A lot better<3

Wednesday, September 21, 2011


I love you. You are always there for me and you seem to be the only person that I can truly be myself around. It's scary how much alike we are, but at least I know that you understand me completely. I miss you<3

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My 11:11:::

Wow, there were more I didn't know about? That really hurts me. On the other hand, I feel like this describes us. A TON. So i know everything will be okay<3

Sunday, September 11, 2011


Girl, the way your moving, got me in a trance.
DJ turn me up, ladies this your jam,
Imma sip mascato, and you gon loose them pants,
and Imma throw this money, while you do it with no hands.

Girl, drop it to the floor, I love the way your booty gooo.
All I want to do is sit back and watch you move as I proceed to blow this cash$$$

Just something in my head.

Thursday, July 28, 2011


I feel like I've let you down. I feel like I've failed at my job. I feel like I don't even deserve you. And most of all, I feel selfish for staying with you because of it all. :c I hope we can fix all of this. <3
You mean the world to me. Absolutely everything.

Saturday, July 2, 2011


I've just been thinking. About stuff. About you. Me. Us. My life. My future. Our future. My goals. Just stuff. A lot of stuff. Stuff that really means a lot to me. People who mean a lot to me. Things that matter. Like self expression. Inspiration. Love. Music. Passion. Family and friends. Life. Just thinking about Life.

Please stay a part of mine? <3
I'll stay a part of yours if you want me to<3

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Hey, You reading this now..

I fucking love you :) No words can explain just how much you really mean to me. Even if I tried, I would epic-ly FAIL. Anything that I said before is just a feeling ,or some gay shit like that, that I was having at the time....I love you sooo freaking much. Remember that.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Brittany Whats-er-face.

And need to do summer art projects :P Fuunn.
I want to kill everybody in the world & Eat your heart. -Skrillex<3

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Oh god I hope...

Jeeshh...that none of this is some for serious...for a couple reasons. 1-I love you way too fucking much that I feel like I'm going insane. I don't even know if its normal...but ehh. I just don't want it taken away from me D: and 2- Now I have to suffer through the wrath of Leeshea partially because of you -.-

Sunday, June 19, 2011


Pretty happy with things right now :3

Friday, June 17, 2011

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I really want:::

to block you from here too v.v I just had the most fun, weird, and awkwardly sweetest conversation...and it wasn't even with you :[ Ugh :( Heart ache. And now I'm going to go dye my hair or something. :/ ughh...

Monday, June 13, 2011

I really am hating VBS right now.

I really don't want to go.

And no funny pictures to go wif it :P

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Creepy ass purple teletubby...teletubie? I dont effing know. WHAT THE FUCK. WORST NIGHT IN FOREVER. WHAT THE FUCK.

Friday, June 10, 2011


I like the middle one.

Thursday, June 9, 2011


Fucking annoying ass girl. Saying she is my best friend and still is a bitch to me and my other friends. Shut the fuck up. AND NO. I DON'T WANT TO COME OVER TO YOUR EFFING HOUSE. UGGHSKJDAJSDAKJ.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Unfinished Business:::

Just give me a second, darling, to clear my head.
Just put down those scissors, baby,
On the single bed.
The sand in the hour glass is running low,
I came through thunder, the cold wind, the rain and the snow,
To find you awake by your window sill,
A sight for sore eyes, and a view to kill.

I broke down in horror at you standing there,
The glow from the moon shone through cracks in your hair.
I shouted with passion “I love you so much”,
But feeling my skin, it was cold to the touch.
You whispered "Where are you?",
I questioned your doubt,
But soon realized you were talking to God now.

You got blood your hands and I know it’s mine,
I just need more time.
So get off your low, let’s dance like we used to.
But there’s a light in the distance, waiting for me,
I will wait for you.
So get off your low, let’s kiss like we used to.

I looked in the mirror, but something was wrong.
I saw you behind, but my reflection was gone.
There was smoke in the fireplace as white as the snow.
A voice beckoned gently “Now it's time to go”.
A requiem played as you begged for forgiveness.
“Don’t touch me!” I screamed,
"I’ve got unfinished business."

You got blood your hands and I know it’s mine,
I just need more time.
So get off your low, let’s dance like we used to.
But there’s a light in the distance, waiting for me,
I will wait for you.
So get off your low, let’s kiss like we used to.

Aw :D

Sunday, June 5, 2011


Why am I so hyper?!?!
and obsessing over glow in the dark shizz...
and gas masks.....
yuuummm xD

Monday, May 9, 2011

Sunday, May 8, 2011


That one feeling when all of your emotions are in your stomach and you think your about to throw up even though they are the best feelings/emotions you've ever had.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Awww D: So cute :D

Conrad Roset:::

His link :::

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


Marilyn Manson- The Beautiful People + Russell Stover chocolate= Me getting fat.
Plus the diabetes. Now I want Ramen. And I don't have any. Damn.
Fucking annoying parents. Buy me some Ramen!

Time for a haircut ^^

Sunday, April 24, 2011


Kinda what I feel like doing right now..Emotional purging.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011


Love that feeling ^^^
Your absolutely,
Lovely :)
And I LOVE you <3

Sunday, April 17, 2011


All I can think about^^^ D:

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Monday, March 28, 2011

I am Craving:::

RAMEN. Yes, at 11:25 at night!! Best time to eat it, DUHHH!!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

My Newest Edits:::






Road trip back home during spring break 2011 :D^