Monday, October 10, 2011


I can't sleep. Guess who is going to be chugging tea in the morning :) THIS CHICK. and thats not even the unny part. I did't do a project... and its due in the morning. It's anout gross CHICKEN POX. Yeah, so attractive. <3. Well, I really don't want to sleep. Like I can't stop thinking... about soooo much... I want to go party. And just forget about everything for, like, ALL NIGHT??! But I want my people to go with me... and by "my people" I really just mean Mr.Ben :3 He would make dancing A LOT more fun. Can't wait for prom now. PROMPROMPROMPORNPROM. pahh, see what I did there? NO. No you did't. I just MINDFUCKED you. Bitch.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Because I was thinking of you(:

Different people complete eachother<3

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Sometimes I wonder::

..........If you even care.
..........If you are hiding.
..........If I'm being paranoid and stupid.
..........If I should sop worrying.
..........If you feel the same.
 I'm so freaking torn right now v.v
I've  never wanted you more in my life... and yet I keep getting hurt.
I don't even know what to do.
I hate secrets.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Its Killing Me.

I really want to tell you without you getting upset v.v
This is really stressing me out man....
I love you so much <3

I'm Sorry.

Haven't cried in forever. I've wanted to... but it just wouldn't happen. I couldn't cry for the life of me.
What finally broke me: Realizing that one day I could be left behind. Again. And it would be my fault. All my fault.

I feel better now. A lot better<3

Wednesday, September 21, 2011


I love you. You are always there for me and you seem to be the only person that I can truly be myself around. It's scary how much alike we are, but at least I know that you understand me completely. I miss you<3

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My 11:11:::

Wow, there were more I didn't know about? That really hurts me. On the other hand, I feel like this describes us. A TON. So i know everything will be okay<3